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16 February 2005
boring ar....
Since cuming back from spore, i feel so sad n dull.... i miss my loved ones... i think im right to say tat this blog thingy is like a diary where u express yr feelings n emotions...tats wat i hv heard n seen....am i rite??? hehee...
So i feel like lashing out wat im feelin rite at this moment...
i know it doesnt concern anyone, but wat the heck....
The feelin of returning back here to brunei now is much more **#??arraghh!!, devastating, than when i first came here.... feel like runnin away now.....oh God, pls help me overcum this impatienceness....("got such word meh??"...hehe)
Donno why.....why..why...!!!???
I miss my home so much!!!
Rite at this minute, as per normal, me n my guard duty..... sacrifice sum rest time to blog...
When i reach camp on the Monday morn, the other guys were like " hey, welcum back to HELL.... "....wit their sinister laughs..... argghh!!! feel like...aaggh...no words can describe.... just said " ya,ya...i know....."*smiles*.....
When to see my bunk.....hai....same all bunk,back to square one....
Was too tired to unpack everything, went straight to my bed....Dozed off from 10am till 5 in the evening.....wow...guess i was tired...hhehe.......
Just tot of someone,hai....*sigh again*....besides my family, tat someone was so thoughtful of me....just cudnt resist the temptation of opening the prezzie...(though i knew wat's inside)
I thought wanted to wait till a little later after dinner, but wat can i say, my itchy hands wanted to open it so MUCH!!!
There it was, the most sweet n romantic gift i've ever had.....till now, i havent open the plastic wrapper, donno when i'll be using it....read the letters inside...suddenly became so soft-hearted...it was so sweet thinkin tat "she" made an effort to do all tat....but the best part about everything was the red shirt...so the wangi.....awwwwww....made me go crazy.....ehehe...
(hey, im feelin ok afterall....thinkin of all the good stuffs......I LOVE YOU>>>>
i"ll be cuming back in a couple of months time, everyone...woohoo..just think positive, like me...*ya, like real*...hehehe.....
Anyway Nura, thanks 4 evrything....Ma, Ba...thanks too... i luv u all....all the luvlies too...da cam pompan plak seh i ni...hehehe
i got yr video to look everday....miss u Miss Lily.....huehuhe.....
APis SigninG Off :p
He wrote @ 10:38 PM
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